Everyone was filled with awe… – Acts 2:43
A sense of wonder has always been one of the hallmarks of God’s people. Even at this embryonic stage in the life of the church, a sense of wonder and amazement propelled the earliest believers to move and minister in the name of Christ. Selling all their possessions, giving freely to the poor, living out the ideals of Jesus within a community of love and worship…Luke paints a beautiful picture of the life of the early church. These believers were no doubt awed by the miraculous power of the Holy Spirit conferred upon the apostles. But within the larger context of Acts 2, one could say with certainty that these people were equally amazed at the revelation: God came to earth and dwelled among us! His death affords us life! And His resurrection is the promise of eternal life for all who believe! It is precisely this attitude that drove thousands to respond the moment Peter spoke Gospel into their hearts on the day of Pentecost.
But what happens when God’s people lose this sense of wonder?
What happens when the story grows cold to us?
It’s surely a tool of Satan’s, to profane the holy by making it mundane. Let’s be honest. It’s sometimes difficult to engage the Great Story with the same sense of enthusiasm we once did. When you’ve heard the story so often and for so long, that’s the risk. I’m a young man, but I’ve heard 3 sermons a week for nearly 30 years. What do you do to keep the story fresh?
I’m not proposing we have to return to some kind of idyllic, child-like innocence with regard to the story. That’s hardly possible. I’m simply asking what it would be like to live in perpetual wonder at the activity of God.
I think it’s in the remembering that the wonder is brought back to us.
I tell Sunny I love her multiple times every day. Before I go to work, I say, “I love you.” When I come home from work, “I love you.” Before we go to bed…you get the idea. Those words roll quickly and freely off my tongue. And I mean them every single time I say them. But it does me good to remember the first time I told Sunny I loved her.
She was a freshman at Freed-Hardeman University; I was a sophomore at Lipscomb. We’d been dating for over a year, but we still hadn’t said those words to each other. But what had not been articulated had long been confirmed in our hearts. I guess we were both just waiting for that special moment to say those important words. I planned to come visit her for a weekend and as we were talking on the phone the week leading up to my visit, she began to drop little hints, like, “I have something that I want to tell you this weekend.” In typical oblivious male fashion, I said, “Well, why don’t you just tell me?” Sunny replied, “I can’t just tell you over the phone.”
“Why not?”
“Because it’s something VERY SPECIAL. And you might have something that you want to tell me, too.”
Ahh…I’m reading your signals, now.
She made me say it first. I was so scared and so nervous and my chest was pounding so hard. I’d never said those words to anybody that wasn’t related to me, so this was a big deal. I remember my head was kind of spinning when I uttered “I…LOVE…YOU.” It was like some kind of out of body experience. But it felt so good to be able to say that to her and just put it out there and let her know how I felt about her. And, of course, she responded by telling me how much she loved me, too. And I felt like Jesus could just come on back and take us home in that moment, because everything was perfect in my little world. I suppose I’ll never forget that night.
It’s good for me to remember that story. Something is brought back to me when I remember that story, something is restored to me in the re-telling. It makes the next “I love you” a little sweeter, a little more meaningful. It’s good for us to remember.
I think Jesus knew that. I think that’s why He said, “Do this in remembrance of me.” When I remember the Story…when I remember all that He’s done for me…when I think about those things, it brings wonder back to my soul. And that’s a good thing.
OK, you totally have me crying at work. what an amazing story!
Thanks, Tracy. This is an excerpt from a recent sermon of mine. Thought it was blog-worthy!
By the way, are you allowed to blog at work? Hope so!