Asterisk

In light of Barry Bonds’ unwelcome assault on 755, the most hallowed number in sports, I started reflecting on the entire Steroid Era that hangs like a dark cloud over Major League Baseball. Thing is, Bud Selig knows this cloud ain’t going anywhere anytime soon. (Did you see his body language as he witnessed Bonds’ tie his good buddy Hank Aaron? No clapping, hands in pockets…I honestly thought the guy wanted to yawn. Or cry. Tough to tell.)

As much as I hate to see Aaron’s name stricken from the record book, you have to acknowledge Bonds as the home run king, legit or not. Let’s face it; Bonds was an otherworldly talent before steroids. The juice just took him from Hall of Famer to one of the two best players ever. Period. That said, it is something of a travesty that a person of grace and dignity like Aaron will be surpassed in our collective consciousness by a clod like Bonds. But what else do you do? You can’t “asterisk” the record. Not unless you also asterisk the entire era. Which is what I might do if I were the commissioner.

I came across this website called Baseball’s Steroids Era. Really fascinating stuff. They list all the usual suspects we’ve known about for years (Palmeiro, Giambi, McGwire, Clemens, Tejada) but the site also chronicles the steroid use of players whose names I’d never heard in conjunction with these allegations. (Wally Joyner? Really? Don’t remember the news coverage on that one.) If anything, the site sheds light on the ever-increasing number of players from the past 20 years who used performance-enhancing drugs. Again, with such rampant steroid use, why single out Bonds? In essence, the entire era (and its dubious numbers: 70, 73, 760 or wherever Bonds ends up…) deserves an asterisk.

In a game that values its numbers like baseball does, that seems to be the only solution*.

*By solution, I mean “way of keeping the storm clouds at bay just a little longer”.

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A Blessed Friday Afternoon


These are going to be the best cupcakes in the world.


I think you see why…

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The Cost of Non-Discipleship

Jesus was pretty up front about the cost of discipleship. Luke records a conversation Jesus had with a large crowd of would-be followers:

If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters – yes, even his own life – he cannot be my disciple. And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.

Indeed, the price of following Jesus is a steep one. We’re called to crucify our selfish and prideful existences, choosing instead a life of sacrifice and humility, a life of forsaking and forsakenness. We assume a cross-centric life as we follow our Jesus. But we do so at great personal loss. My pride, my control, my desires for power and authority and self-gratification; each of these are incompatible with a life of a disciple. In Paul’s words, we regard these things as rubbish, lost to us (Philippians 3:8). In short, discipleship costs us everything.
But if we believe that abundant life is found in Christ, we are forced to acknowledge that the cost of non-discipleship is much greater. Dallas Willard writes:

Nondiscipleship costs abiding peace, a life penetrated throughout by love, faith that sees everything in the light of God’s overriding governance for good, hopefulness that stands firm in the most discouraging of circumstances, power to do what is right and withstand the forces of evil. In short, it costs exactly that abundance of life Jesus said he came to bring.

May His disciples draw strength from the knowledge that what they are receiving is far greater than what they are sacrificing.

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Free At Last (At Least For A Few Weeks)

The sun is shining just a little bit brighter in my world today. At approximately 12:15am this morning, I officially completed all of my course work for yet another semester of graduate studies. Don’t get me wrong; I absolutely love grad school. I’m blessed to work in a field where I’m constantly able to apply the material I’m being exposed to. I can honestly say I’m a better minister, husband, father and disciple because of my graduate school experience.

But the cumulative effect of all of this is starting to weigh on me. I looked back over my transcript today; I began this process in the fall of 2001, the week after the 9/11 attacks. I took one class a semester for a year and a half before taking another year and a half off when we moved to Huntsville. At the time Joshua and Abby Kate were born, I had a mere 9 hours of credit and no idea what degree I wanted to pursue. After re-engaging my studies in the fall of ’04, I hit the ground running in ’05 and ’06, plowing my way through 12 classes and 36 hours of course work. As of today, I’m at 60 hours out of a total of 81 I need for my Masters of Divinity. I can start to see the light at the end of the tunnel. If all goes according to plan, I’ll graduate in May while I’ll complete all my degree requirements next summer. After that, I’m planning on taking a long, deep breath before beginning the final leg of my schooling.

But today, I’m just thankful to have a couple days to read what I want to read. At least, that is, until my next batch of grad books arrives via Amazon!

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Deadline Deals

Looks like somebody stoked the fires in the NL East.

In my opinion, the Atlanta Braves became the prohibitive favorites to win the NL pennant with their acquisition of Texas Rangers first baseman Mark Teixeira. Arguably the biggest bat available at the trade deadline, Teixeira gives the Braves the league’s most potent offense. Parting with Salty was tough, I know, but Tex gives the Braves an unbelievably formidable lineup. Kelly Johnson, he of the .389 OBP, will be batting 8th for crying out loud! As if that weren’t enough, word has it that Atlanta is close to a deal to acquire Kansas City Royals closer Octavio Dotel to solidify the bullpen. Atlanta’s the team to beat in the NL now, in my opinion.

Not to be outdone, the Mets have acquired a much lesser name, Minnesota second baseman Luis Castillo. He’s not the burner he was in his salad days in Florida, but he provides steady defense and a .300 average. He’s a definite upgrade over Ruben Gotay, in my opinion. Even with Chase Utley on the DL, the Phillies made a move today, acquiring Kyle Lohse from the Reds to fortify their rotation. I’ll give you a moment to allow the absurdity of the previous sentence to wash over you. How bad does your rotation have to be that you look to the Reds for an upgrade? Amazingly, the Phils are still only 3 games out of first place in the division, so I don’t blame them for trying.

Man, I wish the Cardinals were good….

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Fantasy Football & Pick ‘Em

All right, intrepid readers. It’s nearly August and we know what that means: time for fantasy football. I’ve set up a private league at Yahoo and you’re all invited to join and play. I’d love to get 10 or 12 teams signed up so it’ll be fairly competitive. If you’ve never done a Yahoo league, it’s extremely easy and, best of all, free. Just click here and click on “Registration” underneath Chad Johnson’s picture. At the next page, click on “Join A League” under Football ’07 (not Football Plus). The league ID# is 269411 and the password is jbybee. Sign up and prepared to be kujoed by my team, The Rabid Fleabags.

If fantasy sports ain’t your forte, then I’ve also set up two Pick ‘Em leagues, one for pro football and one for college. Each week you make your picks for each pro game and the top 25 NCAA games. No managing rosters, no making trades, no trying to cover the spread. Just straight up pick ’em. If you’re interested, just follow the same link and click on Pro Football and / or College Football Pick ‘Em. The group ID# for Pro Football is 5075; for College it’s 3248. The password for each is jbybee.

Sign up if you’re interested. Should be a lot of fun!

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A Tag

I read this over at Kenny’s tonight and he tagged everyone who read it. Since I don’t have anything interesting to say tonight, I thought I’d give it a shot.

First Memory: This is a weird one. I remember being about 4 years old and my Dad got a phone call. He was outside mowing the yard so I ran outside to tell him. Kinda random, but that’s my earliest memory.

First Real Kiss: Well, I’ve only kissed two girls my whole life. Sunny is one of them, but she wasn’t the first. I guess it’s better to be the last though!

First concert: Hard to remember. I’ve been to quite a few. I remember seeing Ricky Skaggs in concert as a child. And I think we once saw Johnny Cash at the Opry.

First Love: Sunny. More like “only love”.

First Crush: This tag is obsessed with the romance. I had a crush on Courtney Blevins in 1st grade. She was my girlfriend off and on until the 4th grade when we were in different classes. I was devastated.

First thing you think of in the morning: I usually wake up to Joshua and Abby Kate screaming my name, so my first thought is to try and keep them from waking up Sunny and Jackson.

First book you remember loving: Probably my Children’s Bible I had as a child. Outside of my parents, it’s probably the main reason I’m a Christian. I also loved “Where the Red Fern Grows” and “Grover goes to the Musuem”. And the Charlie Brown books from the library. I had a lot of favorite books as a kid.

First question you’d ask in heaven: I’d ask to see my Mom and Dad.

First Best Friend: Yuki Shibahara, a little Japanese girl that lived next door to me growing up. We were tight until she and her family moved back to Japan when I was 9 or 10.

Last time you dressed up: Last Sunday? Actually, I kinda “dressed up” today because I made some hospital visits.

Last Book you read: “Theology of the Reformers” by Timothy George (grad school). It was actually pretty good. I can’t remember the last work of fiction I read. I tend to be more of a non-fiction kind of guy these days.

Last CD you bought: I don’t really buy CDs anymore. I prefer to purchase my music online. The last complete album I downloaded was either Michael McDermott’s “Noise From Words” or “The Ringing Bell” by Derek Webb. Both are great albums, by the way.

Last time you cried: A couple of nights ago while tucking Abby Kate in bed. Something about having a daughter just turns me into Mr. WaterWorks.

Last movie you saw: Apocalypto was the last one I rented. Last one I saw in theaters was 1408.

Last time you told someone you love them: Today.

Last funny thing you did: See Sunny’s blog.

Last thing you watched on TV: The Office.

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What a stud!

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Midseason Report

Back in March, I made my 2007 Baseball Predictions where I made my picks for division winners and the wild card. I thought it’d be an appropriate time to revisit those picks to see how I’ve fared thus far.

AL East: Yankees
OK, so the Red Sox look like they’re pretty comfortable atop the AL East. But the Yankees have quietly been playing some pretty decent ball lately. Two months ago, the Sox lead over the Yankees was 14 games. Now as July is coming to a close, the Bronx Bombers have cut that deficit in half. It’s still a bit of a stretch, but the Pinstripers will only get healthier from this point on (Philip Hughes, Jason Giambi, Doug Mientwiczkdieakd or whatever his name is). Don’t sleep on Torre’s boys.

AL Central: Tigers
I’ve been pretty surprised by the Indians this year; I think they’re for real. But the Tigers are the superior team. I’d be surprised to see the Tigers cough up the division lead this year. Their bullpen is on the mend and it sounds like they’ll be players in whatever trade market develops over the next week. They could win it all, in my opinion.

AL West: Angels
I love the way this organization is run. Pitching, speed, defense…this is a baseball fan’s kind of team. It seems like they’re always one bat away from being an elite team, but I think they’re built for October as is. And who knew that the Mariners would be this competitive? I sure didn’t see that one coming. I guess you’re a lot smarter than we thought, Bill Bavasi.

AL Wild Card: Red Sox
All right, well, I can’t be right about all of ’em. This should be a pretty good race between the Indians, Mariners and Yanks. If I had to pick one, I’m going with New York.

NL East: Phillies
I admitted from the get go that this division was wide open and I was right. I suppose the Phillies have a Phigtin’ chance here, but I’m willing to modify my pick here. The team I like the most here is Atlanta. Their lineup is as solid as anybody’s 1-7 (although they make up for it by inexplicably playing Julio Franco at 1B more than they should). Smoltz and Hudson give them a pretty formidable 1-2 punch atop the rotation. If they can somehow acquire another arm, I think they’ll be set (although in order to do so, they’ll likely have to part with Salty).

NL Central: Brewers
Some scoffed when I picked the Brew Crew to win the NL Central. But they’ve proven they’re here to stay since storming out of the gates strong in April and May. Not to go all Nostradamus on you, but here’s what I said before the season:

Look for big things from Corey Hart, a multi-tool outfielder who Yost loves. This team has a great blend of veteran depth and youthful hunger. The biggest question will be whether or not Ben Sheets can finally stay healthy. If so, it could be a good year for the Beer-makers.

Looks like I was right about Hart. And, predictably, Ben Sheets has gotten hurt (again). The difference maker for the Brewers might be Yovanni Gallardo, who’s taken Sheets spot in the rotation. The kid is lights out. This might be the beginning of a run of division titles in Milwaukee.

NL West: Padres
I went oppo here as well, picking San Diego over Los Angeles. Although the Fathers are slipping somewhat, they’re still only a game or so back from the Dodgers. With the kind of pitching they have, I fully expect them to be in this thing until the end. For the record, I picked the Dodgers to win the NL Wild Card, so I can take credit for their success, too!

Well, there you have it. Just for the record, that’s 3 division leaders I picked outright (Milwaukee, Detroit, Anaheim) and 3 other clubs that are definitely in the hunt (Boston, San Diego, Los Angeles). But who’s counting, right?!

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Bookmania!

Shaver’s Books, a small bookstore here in Huntsville, recently announced it was going out of business. I guess smaller, family-operated bookstores like Shaver’s can’t really compete with the mega-chain Books-A-Jillion’s of the world. Score another loss for the little man, I guess.

Anyway, when we heard that Shaver’s was closing it’s doors, my friend Taylor and I began making semi-regular visits, waiting for the prices to reach bargain-basement levels. (I’m all about the little man, but I gotta save up my pennies, too, you know.) For a smaller store, Shaver’s had a fairly impressive section of religious texts. I’m not talking about the banal pop-theology drivel you find at your local LifeWay chain. I’m talking about good stuff: Anchor Bible Dictionary, Raymond Brown’s commentary on the Gospel of John, N.T. Wright, Richard Foster, etc. I could go on and on, but you get the point. I had a little extra coin I’d been sitting on for a little while, so I decided to splurge on a few choice items. Among my purchases:

  • The Sunflower by Simon Weisenthal. I’ve heard about this book for years and I definitely wanted my own copy. Weisenthal, a concentration camp survivor, recounts his experience when a dying Nazi SS soldier asked him for forgiveness for his crimes against the Jews. Weisenthal’s gripping narrative forces his readers to examine their own views on justice and mercy.
  • Paul and What Paul Really Said by N.T. Wright. Wright is one of the more prolific theologians around today. His analysis is always thorough and enlightening. Anything by Wright is a welcome addition to my library.
  • The Wounded Healer by Henri Nouwen. Nouwen’s metaphor has become something of a mental model of ministry for me. A must read for any minister.
  • God In Search of Man by Abraham Joshua Heschel. Writing from a distinctly Jewish perspective, Heschel proposes a theocentric, rather than anthropocentric, reality. God has always been about the business of creating a people for Himself. Heschel proposes that humanity is best understood from God’s perspective, from “the top down” as it were. Who God is has direct bearing on who we are. Looking forward to reading this one.
  • The Challenge of the Disciplined Life by Richard Foster. Every one of Foster’s writings challenge me. This one can be read as a companion piece to Celebration of Discipline or by itself.
  • Fearfully and Wonderfully Made by Paul Brand and Philip Yancey. Renowned surgeon Dr. Brand and esteemed writer Philip Yancey combine on a fascinating exploration of the human body. Even in the most minute details, our bodies themselves declare the glory of our Creator God.

I can’t wait to delve into these books. I’ll have about a 3 week reprieve in between grad readings. I’ll probably devour The Sunflower first and then move on to either Wright or Foster. Any of you ever read any of these? Anything you’re reading right now that you’d recommend?

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