Better Is One Day

As I continue my trek through the Psalms, I find myself falling deeper in love with the words of praise and adoration I find there. Beyond the praise Psalms, some of the Psalms of desperation resonate with me as pleas for the intervention of God NOW, cries for justice NOW. Many of the Psalms have no use for a God of tomorrow…their imediacy demands His presence today. Yancey likens reading the Psalms to eavesdropping or “reading over the shoulder” of someone else. He’s right; reading the Psalms is very much like reading someone else’s spiritual journal. I find comfort in the knowledge that the Psalmists experienced the same things I experience in relationship with God: joy, doubt, fear, elation, agony…the Psalms run the full gamut of human emotion and expression. I believe they may well be our greatest treasure in written form.

Psalm 84 is passionate petition for the presence of God. Hear some of the words of this beloved hymn:

How lovely is your dwelling place,
O Lord Almighty!
My soul yearns, even faints,
for the courts of the LORD;
my heart and flesh cry out
for the living God.

Blessed are those who dwell in your house;
they are ever praising you.
Blessed are those whose strength is in you,
who have set their hearts on pilgrimmage.

Better is one day in your courts
than a thousand elsewhere;
I would rather be a doorkeeper
in the house of my God
than dwell in the tents of the wicked.

O Lord Almighty, blessed is
the man who trusts in you.

If only these words were the daily cry of my heart! My soul yearns for one second of you, O God; one morsel; one fleeting moment in Your Divine Presence. As we sing, Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere. I long for the day when faith becomes sight, when the already meets the not yet, when the Kingdom of God is fully consumated and we bask in the presence of Father, Son & Spirit for all eternity. Until that day comes, we must not lose heart. As the Psalmist says, we have set our hearts on pilgrimmage. The NASB & NRSV render this phrase …in whose heart are the highways to Zion. May we tread each day on that upward highway as pilgrims bound for glory until He comes to take us home.

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Does God create disaster?

I was reading through Isaiah the other day and I came across a section of the text that was a bit concerning. The text is Isaiah 45, a text which affirms the sovereignty of God. The text reads thusly:

I am the Lord, and there is no other;
apart from me there is no God.
I will strengthen you,
though you have not acknowledged me,
so that from the rising of the sun
to the place of its setting
people may know there is none besides me.
I am the Lord and there is no other.
I form the light and create darkness,
I bring prosperity and create disaster;
I, the Lord, do all these things.

I have a pretty intelligent readership. I’d love to hear your thoughts. Does God really mean what He says here? In light of the disasters of Katrina, Rita & Wilma, should we rail against God as the creator of these disasters? How do we make sense of this “hard saying”?

Comments, please.

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Pain in the offering

This week marks the 18th anniversary of my father’s death. Honestly, it feels even longer; it seems like a lifetime ago. I was 10 years old when my father passed away and I’m gradually becoming more aware of how that event has shaped me. As with all things, my heart has been healed by the grace of God over time. My relationship with my Heavenly Father means more to me due to the passing of my earthly father. And I’m at a place where I can truly thank God for the painful things I’ve experienced in my life. It’s a feeling close to the heart of James 1 when the writer encourages us to consider it pure joy when we face trials. Yet, in many ways, I miss my father more now than I did a few years ago. I think part of my feeling stems from my experiences as a father and a longing to share those experiences with my own father.

But something else occured to me as we were singing Blessed Be the Name in worship recently. The line “…there’s pain in the offering” really struck me and I began to think about my experiences, specifically the pain I’ve faced in my life. And it occured to me just how much I’ve learned through those difficult times. I’m a different person because of the deaths of my father & mother. And my faith is finally strong enough to be thankful for those experiences. Without them, I might not sense the abiding presence of God in my life. I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be in ministry. And, as much as I miss my parents, there’s no way I’d trade my pain (or as Gary Bradley would say my “bag of rocks”) for someone else’s. All I can do is offer that pain back before God and thank Him for it.

The difficulty with this line of thinking and praying is the effect it has on you as a parent. As I reflected on my experiences with pain, it dawned on me that soon, my children will be exposed to the pain of the world. As much as I would want to protect them and shield them from such pain, I dare not rob them of opportunities similar to the ones I’ve been afforded to wrestle with and learn from my pain. Certainly, there are some painful experiences I hope and pray my children never have to endure and I would go to great lengths to protect them from pain in some of its more vile and obscene manifestations. But if I truly want good things for them, I must pray for God to bring pain their way, too. For the testing of our faith brings perseverance. And perseverance must finish its work if we are to reach maturity. The challenge I now face as a parent is to muster the faith to pray such a prayer for my children.

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Something Else I’m Loving…

Lately, I’ve really enjoyed reading Mike Brown’s blog, Ocular Fusion. Mike is father to three of our youth group guys, a fellow baseball enthusiast and something of a church history buff. If you enjoy witty, intelligent commentary, check out Ocular Fusion. A little politics, a little theology, a little sports talk (he’s a fellow Card fan)…it’s all solid stuff worthy of a read.
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I was reading Isaiah 43 today and I was struck at how many times in Scripture God implores us not to be afraid. The underlying message is that we need not fear any foe or opponent, for the God-with-us is mighty to deliver, strong to save. This is the heart of Romans 8:31. With God on my side, whom shall I fear?

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What I’m Diggin’ Right Now

Here are some things I’m lovin’ these days….

1. Bloggin’. Who knew the blogsphere could be so much fun? Now that fantasy baseball is over, maintaining my blog pages gives me reason to get out of bed in the morning. Few things compare to the pure joy of having a comment left on your blog page. If you’re reading this, drop me a line.

2. LOST. This is without a doubt the best show on television. What the heck is the deal with this Anna Lucia chick? Where’d she come from? And the scenes with Jack and Locke are the most riveting ones to date. (How about a side conversation about why Jack pushed the button? Got any ideas, Taylor?!?) If you’re not watching, run, don’t walk, to your local Best Buy and pick up a copy of Season 1 on DVD.

3. David Crowder’s “A Collision” album. This concept album is one of the most eclectic mixes of songs I’ve heard in quite some time. Crowder beautifully blends diverse musical styles into a steady, yet unpredictable stream of praise to God. Unity in diversity…isn’t that what happens in worship anyway? My personal favorite: “I Saw the Light”, abrupt ending and all.

4. Playoff baseball. For my fellow baseball enthusiasts, I need not explain: October is king. But if you’ve never tasted the sweetness that is playoff baseball, if you’ve never embraced the subtleties of the double switch & the suicide squeeze, if you thought the only teams that mattered were the Yanks and the Sox….then I invite you to participate in the greatest game of all. Tonight: Halo’s and Pale Hose. Tomorrow night: Birds and ‘Stros. Be an American; watch baseball.

5. Olbermann and Patrick. I’m not stealing this one from your site, Scott. But what can I say? Keith and Dan together again. For those of us who can recall the Big Show, this is sweet medicine. How long will it be before Olby becomes the co-host Patrick has lacked since Dibs left? Check them out from 1-2pm on ESPN Radio.

6. Fatherhood. Everyday I’m amazed at how challenging and rewarding this job is. I’ve been called a lot of things, but there’s nothing sweeter than hearing those little ones call me “DaDa”.

7. Everybody Loves Raymond on DVD. I’m having withdrawals, but at least Sunny and I can ease our pain with the 4th season of this great family comedy.

8. Sunny’s cooking. After a two week hiatus, Sunny’s back to full speed and I’m the happy one! Tonight is enchillada night…yes, baby!!!

9. The Psalms. I never enjoyed reading the Psalms until recently. But as I continue to read them, I wonder why I haven’t fallen in love with them before. I find myself on every page. I’m struck with the immediacy of the Psalms. They stand as a cry for God’s activity now. I need to stop preaching a God of someday and embrace the God of the Psalms, a God for today.

10. The relationships I’ve been blessed with. God gives us community and for that I’m grateful.

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A Perfect Plan

It was a perfect plan. The Pharisees and the teachers of the law brought her to Jesus, a woman caught in the act of adultery. The Mosaic Law carried a penalty of death by stoning for such an offense. But Rome would not allow the Jews to carry out death sentences at this level of local legislation. Jesus’ opponents, licking their chops, asked the Nazarene, “What do you say?” (John 8:5). Whatever his response, Jesus would be sure to condemn himself. If he ordered the crowd to stone her, he stood in opposition of Rome. If he called for her release, he would be contradicting the Law. Either way, the Pharisees could use his response as a basis for accusing him. This calculated trap would soon bear much fruit.

His response was a simple one: If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.

What? Any of US who is without sin?

Jesus’ answer, simple yet deeply profound, shifted the weight of the question squarely back on the shoulders of his adversaries. Jesus conceded to the Law; this lady no doubt deserved death by stoning. But Jesus gives prerequisite for exacting her punishment: perfection. Let one without sin deliver the first blow. The dumbfounded crowd dispersed and Jesus, the only worthy accuser, delivered these words to a shamed sinner: I do not condemn you. Go now and leave your life of sin.

How great is our God, the One who gives us what we need rather than what we deserve! Mercy imparted leaves an indelible mark upon a heart. One drop of grace transforms an arid wasteland into a lush garden teeming with life. The grace of God…a perfect plan indeed.

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Mint Condition

Around 90 years ago, in an effort to arouse interest in the game of baseball, cigarette manufacturers began producing cardboard pictures of some of the more renowned ball players in their cities. These “baseball cards” were packaged in with the cigarettes and sold to the public. However, Honus Wagner, the great Hall of Fame shortstop of the Pittsburgh Pirates, balked at having his image associated with a tobacco product. Wagner immediately demanded manufacturers stop producing his baseball card. As a result, Wagner’s card remains the most rare of all baseball cards and, subsequently, the most valuable. In September 1996, a near mint Wagner card was auctioned for $640.000 – a record for any item of sports memorabillia at auction.

In the card-collecting world, a card has peak value when it is in mint condition – perfectly square corners, a properly centered picture, etc. A card with frayed edges or creases diminishes in value corresponding to its imperfections. Thankfully, our value isn’t gauged in such a manner. Our Heavenly Father determined our value thusly: “While we were still sinners, Christ died for us,” (Romans 5:8). Try as we may, none of us can live “mint condition” lives – lives of perfection. Each of us has had our edges frayed and our luster removed. The Bible says much about the sinful condition of man. And yet, though we are sinful, God restores us. God doesn’t look at our rough edges and scoff; rather, He longs to sooth and comfort us. Through His abounding grace, we are restored to mint condition. No blemishes, no flaws…sinless before Him. Not because of what we’ve done, but all because of what He’s done. You are valuable in His eyes. Allow Him to restore you.

“Salvation belongs to the Lord; Your blessing be upon Your people!” — Psalm 3:8

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The Land of Promise

As the book of Genesis draws to a conclusion, Joseph and his family are lovingly reunited on Egyptian soil. Famine draws the sons of Jacob to Egypt and, with a little strategic planning on Joseph’s part, the entire seventy-member family of Israel migrates south to see the long lost son. For the next seventeen years, Jacob lives with his family in Egypt, residing in the lush, fertile land of Goshen. As Gen. 47:27 notes, “They acquired property there and were fruitful and increased greatly in number.” Following Jacob’s death, the Israelites continue to dwell in Goshen, enjoying the fruits of a foreign land. Four centuries later, God would use Moses to lead Jacob’s children out of the bondage of slavery in Egypt back to the land once promised them.

What is your Goshen? In what areas of your life have you forgotten your identity? Have we lost sight of the fact that this land isn’t the place we should settle? Too often, we find ourselves in Israel’s shoes (or sandals), forsaking the land of promise for the land of plenty. We believe we’re residents of this world, forgetting that we’re citizens of the next. And in so doing, we pitch our tents in Goshen. Greed, lust, pride, anger, secret sin…whatever our Goshen may be, God calls us to exodus. Let us leave behind that which obstructs us from focusing on the true, everlasting promise of God. One of the great comforts in Christ is the promise of eternity. As tempting as the fruit of Goshen may be, they cannot begin to compare with the glory of an unending relationship with God. May we hear the sweet voice of our God, calling us out of the land of plenty and into the land of promise.

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One thing I ask…

I’m learning to fall in love with the Psalms. It seems as if I find myself in nearly every word of this beautiful text: in the praise and adoration that drips from each page (Your love is better than life!); in the honest moments of questioning (How long, O Lord, how long? Why have you forsaken me?); in the cries for justice and righteousness (Awake and rise to my defense! Vindicate me in your righteousness!). These ancient hymns run the full gamut of faith; expressions of humanity directed toward the Divine.

My favorite Psalm is usually the one I read last, but for now, I’m smitten with Psalm 27. David begins by exalting the Lord as both his light and his salvation. “Whom shall I fear?” he announces — if God is for us, who can be against us? David is supremely confident that His Lord and God is greater than any other. And in verse 4, he pens some truly inspired words:

One thing I ask of the Lord,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord
and to seek him in his temple.

These words could very well be my personal mission statement. What more should I desire than to be in the presence of God? I already long for that day when my faith becomes sight, when I close my eyes in this world to open them in the house of the Lord, to gaze upon the face of the one I’ve read about, spoke about, thought about, prayed to, cried to…what a moment of pure beauty when we can look upon Him as He truly is. This is worship: to see the Lord and to respond to Him. But such a promise is not limited to the afterlife. David knows full well the richness of life that comes from dwelling in the Lord’s house in the present. Truly there is no more beautiful life than a God-filled one. Lord, may we be continually enriched by your sweet abiding presence. Grant us this grace: that we might dwell in your house all the days of our lives.

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Sunny’s health

Many of you continue to ask about Sunny’s health. About 2 weeks ago, she went in to have an ovarian cyst removed. The doctors also found spots of endometriosis, which they removed. And the hospital was running a special, so we went ahead and had her appendix removed, too, just for kicks. Seriously, she’s doing pretty well considering all she’s been through. We’re hoping to get a good report from the doctor tomorrow…praying the cyst was benign and that everything will be OK. She hasn’t had any other symptoms, so we’re pretty confident that she’ll be OK, but for those of you who read this regularly, I know it’d be a great comfort to her to know that you all are praying for her. Hopefully after tomorrow, she’ll be able to do some things she hasn’t been able to do for quite some time (drive, pick up the babies, etc.). Anyway, since several people have been asking about her, I thought I’d keep you updated via this blog page. Thank you all for your friendship and your prayers.

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