Things I Want to Remember, Vol. 6

The other night, on the way to tee ball, we passed this old guy on the interstate. He was balding with hair on the side but no hair on top, glasses, driving his convertible with the top down.

As we passed him, Abby Kate looked out the window and goes, “Awww! Look at that little man! How cute, driving his little car! And look at his little hair blowing in the wind!”

Seriously.

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I want to remember the way Jackson says Swiss Cake Rolls. He calls them “Wiz Cake Wowls”.

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On the way home from church last night, Abby Kate dropped her Bible class craft in the van. It was dark and she couldn’t see where it went and so she started doing that fake cry / hyperventilate thing that all kids do (which really annoys me, by the way). I was about to tell her to stop when Joshua spoke up: “Don’t worry Abby Kate. Be strong and courageous and never afraid because God is always with you.”

Funny thing is, it worked. She stopped crying and calmed down. Funny how God’s Word does that, you know?

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AL West Preview

Winding down the previews here. Today it’s the AL West. For a preview of the other divisions, check out the links below.

NL Central Preview

AL Central Preview

NL East Preview

AL East Preview

Los Angeles Angels of Anaheim

Key additions: SP Joel Piniero; DH Hideki Matsui; RP Fernando Rodney

Key losses: SP John Lackey; OF / DH Vlad Guerrero; 3B Chone Figgins

The Angels continue to be the class of this division. I keep waiting for them to dip into the free agent market for an impact bat, but for now they’ll piece together an offense with their holdovers from last season. Bobby Abreu and Torii Hunter are the key cogs in the machine, but youngsters Howie Kendrick and Brandon Wood will hope to provide supplemental support to a unit that ranked second in the majors in runs scored last season. The rotation will miss the presence of John Lackey, but as it stands, the Halos trot out five quality arms in Ervin Santana, Scott Kazmir, Joel Piniero, Jered Weaver and Joe Saunders. The bullpen should be improved with Tigers import Fernando Rodney; he’ll set up closer Brian Fuentes, but he also provides insurance in the event that Fuentes comes apart like he did toward the end of last year. Overall, I think the Angels will field another competitive team and, even though they’ve come back to the pack a little, I expect them to contend for yet another division title.

Seattle Mariners

Key additions: SP Cliff Lee; 3B Chone Figgins; OF / DH Milton Bradley; 1B Casey Kotchman; RP Brandon League

Key losses: 3B Adrian Beltre; 1B Russell Branyan; RP Brandon Morrow

I don’t think any team improved themselves any more over the offseason than the Mariners. The addition of Figgins simultaneously weakened the division rival Angels while adding another formidable asset at the top of the Seattle lineup. Pairing Cliff Lee and Felix Hernandez together gives them one of the best 1-2 punches in all of baseball. And RP Brandon League is a stud closer in-waiting. Sure, the offense still lacks some punch (Milton Bradley, the freshly minted cleanup hitter, had a slugging percentage of .397 last season, making him slightly less fearsome than Cardinals shortstop Brendan Ryan who slugged .400). But along with the Red Sox, I expect the Mariners to be one of the best fielding clubs in the league. I don’t know if they’ll have enough firepower to supplant the Angels, but it should be a fun chase nonetheless.

Texas Rangers

Key additions: SP Rich Harden; DH Vlad Guerrero; RP Chris Ray

Key losses: 3B Hank Blalock; OF Marlon Byrd; SP Kevin Millwood

The fate of the 2010 Rangers will come down to the health of a couple of key players. Ian Kinsler, the Rangers All-Star second baseman, deals with constant injuries; it appears he’ll start the season on the disabled list. Josh Hamilton, whose redemption story captivated MLB in 2008, had a hard time staying on the field in 2009. New DH Vlad Guerrero has hardly been the bastion of physical health the past few years. And staff ace Rich Harden — whose career ERA is a sparkling 3.39 — has never pitched 200 innings and has only surpassed 140 innings once in his career. If healthy, the Rangers are an intriguing team with a great offense and a young, developing pitching staff. But you’d be foolish to count on full seasons from Hamilton, Kinsler, Guerrero, and Harden. Instead, expect plenty of DL visits and a rather pedestrian finish in 2010.

Oakland Athletics

Key additions: SP Ben Sheets; OF Coco Crisp; 3B Kevin Kouzmanoff

Key losses: 2B Adam Kennedy; IF Bobby Crosby

The A’s are similar to the Mariners (good defense, an offense that will struggle to put up a lot of crooked numbers) with one notable exception: they don’t have two stud starters like Cliff Lee and Felix Hernandez. Ben Sheets could be a nice trading chip if he stays healthy until midseason, but he’s a huge question mark after sitting out all of the ’09 campaign. Brett Anderson is a young pitcher with lots of upside, but the rest of the staff needs more time to develop. Offensively, the A’s need young players like Ryan Sweeney and Daric Barton to take huge strides in their maturation. Sweeney, a strapping, sweet-swinging outfielder, needs to turn more of those doubles (31 last season) into home runs (only 12 in 948 career big league at-bats) in order to become a viable middle-of-the-order threat. The A’s also need healthy seasons from Justin Duchscherer, Coco Crisp, and Mark Ellis. But if the young players develop quickly, this A’s team could make some hay in what looks to be a winnable division.

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LOST Season Six: The Package

A solid episode. Last week’s Alpert-isode was a tough act to follow, but for the most part, The Package worked. I say for the most part because there were a few elements that made me just roll my eyes, especially Sun’s head injury-induced loss of command of the English language and Jack’s “tomato” speech. But I love me a good Sun & Jin episode and after being severely underused for the past season and a half, it was nice to see Yunjin Kim in the spotlight again.

The Flash Sideways picks up right where the season premiere left Sun & Jin’s storyline. No matter the reality, forces are always at work to keep these two apart. At the airport, Jin’s $25,000 is confiscated, but the golden watch is returned. It seems that Sun was to deliver the watch to Keamy, one of LOST’s all-time baddies. Whether this was the case in the “other” reality is never revealed, but the confiscated money causes a real problem for Keamy and this creates the tension in the Sideways story. By episode’s end, we realize that Mr. Paik has hired Keamy to kill Jin because of his relationship with Sun.

Sun proposes that she and Jin run off together; Jin — ever the traditionalist — doesn’t think it proper, but Sun seems to be convincing him. She says she has something to tell him — and then Keamy’s knock at the door interrupts everything. What was she going to tell him? I think she was going to tell him about the pregnancy. I suppose she could tell him that she knows English, which would be a pretty cool reversal from the “other” storyline where Sun learns English so she can run away to America to get away from Jin. How cool would it be if, in the Sideways World, Sun has learned English so she can run away to America with Jin? But I’m still thinking she was going to tell him about the pregnancy and I think the baby is Jin’s. (There’s been no indication whatsoever that Sideways Sun speaks English.) But if she’s pregnant with Jin’s baby, that begs the question: how have Jin’s sterility issues been taken care of in the Sideways World? In the Island World, we’re left to assume that the conception of Ji Yeon was a product of Island healing / magic / voodoo. But how does this happen in the Sideways? Immediately after this scene, Sun’s mirror sequence occurs, as she gazes at her reflection and, for a moment, it seems that she doesn’t even recognize herself. Interesting.

The rest of the Sideways goes by quickly. Keamy’s a bad guy, wants his money, reveals that he’s going to kill Jin. But Sayid changes those plans, releases Jin (sort of) in time for him to fight with Patchy. Sun, presumably pregnant with Jin’s child, is shot in the skirmish. I’m predicting an ER visit to St. Sebastian Hospital where Jack Shepherd will operate on her.

Back on the Island, the curtain is pulled back a little more on Locke. He needs to recruit a certain number of people (he tells Claire he’s three people short) and this prompts him to confront Sun. But when she presses him on why he killed the people at the Temple, he responds by saying they were “confused” and “lied to”. So what? That’s why they deserved to die? This episode gave us even more glimpses into the shadiness of Locke. The conversation he had with Claire revealed that Locke has no connection to these castaways; instead, they are only useful to him as necessary pawns in his struggle to get off the Island. He baits Claire by telling her how he “needs” her and that once he gets his people on the plane, anything goes (i.e., Kate can be killed).

Thankfully, Sun rejects Locke’s offer and darts off into the jungle; unfortunately, she bonks her noodle and loses the ability to speak. Meanwhile, Jin is captured by Widmore’s J.Crew-wearing henchmen and locked up in Room 23. (We’re just revisiting all of Hydra Island’s greatest hits, aren’t we?) The Liz Lemon girl asks him to help her read the grid maps, presumably because she wants to know where the pockets of electromagnetic energy are located. Jin then has a conversation with Widmore which made me tear up — watching Jin see his pictures of his daughter for the first time put a huge lump in my throat. Favorite scene of the night.

I was most stoked about the final scene where we learn the identity of “the package”. No big surprise here; we’ve been waiting for Desmond’s reappearance on the Island. I’m curious to see how he factors into the end game, since “the rules” don’t apply to him.

Some quick observations:

  • Sayid says he doesn’t feel anything anymore — pain, anger, guilt. I guess the producers weren’t kidding about a zombie season.
  • If Widmore could kill Locke / MIB, why didn’t he? I mean, he was standing right there, defenseless outside the pylons. I wonder if Widmore even knows how Smokey can be killed.
  • I was impressed with Ilana’s unwavering devotion to Jacob. At the beginning, Ben presses her on the plan to wait on Richard’s return. She responds by affirming that Hurley would succeed in bringing Richard back and that Jacob had never lied to her. When Richard finally does return, Ilana has an illuminated look on her face as if she were wrapped up in some kind of transfigurative conversation with Jacob (which, maybe she was).
  • Locke tells Claire that Kate’s name isn’t on the cave wall. “Not anymore,” he says. Interesting. I still wonder if Locke knows about the names at the Lighthouse.
  • How are Richard and Ilana and their crew going to blow up the plane? Might we see one final trip to the Black Rock for some dynamite?
  • According to Widmore, if Locke leaves the Island, everyone they love will cease to be.

Favorite lines:

Ben: Why won’t you believe me?

Ilana: Because you’re talking.

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Locke: We’re taking a boat ride over to the other island.

Sawyer: What do you need a boat for? Can’t you just turn into smoke and fly your [butt] over the water?

Locke: Do you think, if I could do that, I would still be on this Island?

Sawyer: No, ’cause that’d be ridiculous.

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Locke: A wise man once said that war was coming to this Island. I think it just got here.

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Easter Thoughts: Sacrifice

Surrendering ourselves to love God is not giving things up for God so much as giving ourselves to God. — Scot McKnight, The Jesus Creed

To be a Christian is to live sacrificially. To say it differently, the Christian accepts dying as a way of life. Jesus says the way to true life is in giving of yourself, in laying down our identities that are rooted in image or wealth or sexuality or occupation…really,anything other than the cross.

And the cross is where all of this culminates, at least for Jesus. The cross stands in the middle of human history as an enduring icon of sacrifice. Scripture tells us that Jesus, in his humility and obedience, willfully (even joyfully) endured His cross (Philippians 2.5-11; Hebrews 12.2). What does it say to us that the definitive moment of human history was not an act of power, but of powerlessness; not an act of acquiring, but of emptying. The cross is sacrifice writ large.

But the cross is also the culmination of a life of sacrifice for Jesus. In Gethsemane he prayed, “Not my will, but yours be done.” But that prayer had been battle-tested in Jesus’ life time and time again. In the wilderness temptation, when the Pharisees plotted against him, when people turned away from his ministry in droves thinking he was a mad man or — even worse — an agent of Satan, Jesus demonstrated unwavering resolve to the will of the Father. It was the ordinary, every day decisions that Jesus made that helped prepare him for Gethsemane and Calvary.

Lord, may your will be done in us, as we struggle with the hundreds of small sacrifices you call us to every day.

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Popes & Bankers

Jack Cashill's "Popes & Bankers"

In Popes & Bankers, Jack Cashill aims for a cultural history of credit and debt. Mission accomplished. While the subject material could very easily lead to a dull, dry read, Cashill isn’t trying to write an economics textbook. Rather, he offers a fact-filled chronicle of our attitude toward money throughout history.

Most enlightening is Cashill’s depiction of the “predatory lending practices” that contributed to the current economic crisis in the United States. Cashill doesn’t pull any punches; he certainly acknowledges the presence of predatory lending in our marketplace. But Cashill is quick to point the finger at consumers as well, individuals whose greed and materialism propped up a reckless financial system. The current “subprime morass” (as Cashill calls it) is the product of a communal loss of of personal financial responsibility coupled with the moral corruption at high levels in the lending industry.

But Cashill’s journalistic chops keep Popes & Bankers from coming off as smug and self-righteous. In fact, Cashill’s approach — delineating the perspectives on finances found in the Hebrew scriptures, the early Christian church, Aristotle, Aquinas, and Karl Marx (among many others) — gives his assessment of the current economic downturn legitimacy and credibility. This is not a sanctimonious read.

One slight critique: the Biblical references in the book primarily come from the King James version. This isn’t a big deal, but I think Cashill’s text could’ve benefited from a more current translation. Nitpicking, I know; but the Elizibethean language and wooden sentence structure is sure to slow down some readers.

You get the impression Cashill could write a tome on this material, yet Popes & Bankers remains a concise and accessible read.

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MyPod: March Edition

I haven’t written anything lately about the music I’ve been listening to. 2010 has been pretty lackluster so far with regard to new releases, but 2009 is going to be a tough year to compete with. Here’s a smattering of what’s playing on my iPod right now:

Johnny Cash's "American VI: Ain't No Grave"

Johnny Cash – American VI: Ain’t No Grave

Cash has long played the bard in the Bybee family. My Dad was a big fan of the Man in Black of the 1950s and 60s. Consequently, I grew up loving the boom-chicka-boom of Cash’s Sun years and early career. But I’m equally fond of his late career renaissance on the American label. Rick Rubin has produced the final chapter in the opus of an American legend. Death hangs like a pall over these songs, recorded just prior to Cash’s death in 2003. The title track is the best (aided by an appearance from the brothers Avett, no less), but Redemption Day, For the Good Times, and Last Night I Had the Strangest Dream are also great. This one is sure to make an appearance on my year-end list.

"North Hills", the debut release for L.A. folk rockers Dawes

Dawes – North Hills

Dawes is an L.A.-based folk rock band that I recently heard on an episode of Chuck. (If you’re not watching Chuck — Mondays on NBC — you really should. Not only is it a great show, but every episode features some really cool music.) I promptly went out and picked up their North Hills LP (which is available on eMusic) and I can’t stop listening to it. According to their wiki page, Dawes recorded this album live to analog cassette, which gives it a classic, vintage sound. There are plenty of Crosby, Stills, & Nash-esque tunes here — That Western Skyline, When You Call My Name, Bedside Manner — but the best cut on the disc is When My Time Comes, whose soaring melody is firmly embedded in my mind now.

The self-titled debut album for indie rockers Broken Bells

Broken Bells – Broken Bells

I recently came across this indie band and I really like them. They’re kind of like Animal Collective, only good. Seriously, if you were down with Grizzly Bear’s Veckatimest last year, you’ll like Broken Bells, an unlikely collaboration between James Mercer — singer and guitarist of the jangly indie darlings, the Shins — and Brian Burton, a.k.a. Danger Mouse, a hip-hop & electronica producer with résumé credits including Beck, Gorillaz, and Gnarls Barkley. But the combination really works. Check out The High Road, Vaporize, and October and see for yourself. Another solid album in an otherwise unimpressive slate of 2010 releases.

I’ve also been listening to a lot of Radiohead lately; Dwight Yoakam, too. I had kind of forgotten how much I love Yoakam’s southern California country twang. Good stuff.

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LOST Season Six: Ab Aeterno

Ab Aeterno – “from the everlasting” or “since the beginning of time”

This was an incredible episode. Easily in my Top 10. And with time, it might be one of my absolute favorites. A great script with a rich mythological narrative, answers galore, and Nestor Carbonell was on top of his game. A+. This episode was so good, in fact, that I could hardly stop writing about it.

The episode begins with a flash back to Jacob’s conversation with Ilana from the Season Five finale. Jacob asks Ilana for help; he gives her a list of six remaining candidates to protect. This is a revelation because I think it validates that Jacob knew he was going to die. As he says to MIB at the end of the episode, “If you kill me, someone else will just take my place.” We’ve assumed all along that Jacob was grooming someone to replace him; now we see that he understood that he was going to die well before it actually happened.

Back on the Island-present, Ilana tells Jack, Hurley, Sun, Miles, Ben, and Frank that — according to Jacob — Richard would know what to do next. Richard balks, bringing up his recent suicide attempt as proof that he’s just as clueless as anybody. Then he launches into a diatribe that lays out the trajectory for the rest of the episode: the Island as hell. The balance of the episode is spent either debunking or reinforcing this theory. Richard declares that he’s decided to follow “someone else” and marches off into the jungle.

Prior to the flashback, we have a setup scene at the beach. Jack inquires about this “someone else” only to find out that Richard was going over to Team Locke. “Locke? Locke’s dead!” Up until this point, no one had informed Jack that “Locke” was back. Ben gets in a great line: “If it’s any consolation, it’s not exactly Locke.”

Richard’s backstory was compelling: his attempt to save his wife leaves him a broken and conflicted man. In his zeal to save a life, he actually commits murder, albeit accidentally. In an absolutely heart-wrenching scene, Richard is too late to save Isabella. In prison, Richard reads the Bible (the Gospel of Luke, actually; the page close up is 4.37, “And he said, ‘Verily I say unto you, No prophet is accepted in his own country.'”), presumably to learn English. But his priest (a man in black, no less) refuses to absolve him of his guilt. In fact, one has to wonder if the priest functions as a “representative” of MIB here — convincing Richard that he deserves eternity in hell. At any rate, in Richard’s story, reading the Bible does lead to his salvation; it is only his cursory understanding of English that keeps him from facing the hangman’s gallows.

Isabella’s iconic cross necklace figures prominently in this episode. Not only is it Richard’s enduring reminder of his departed wife, it stands for something deeper: faith, hope, even love. The unmerciful doctor takes the cross and casts it aside, calling it meaningless. But Richard knows better; he scurries to retrieve the necklace, the representative of that which is most precious to him. This Richard’s last action before he begins the downward spiral of his own personal Hades, a place of self-inflicted torment and grief. The worst part of Richard’s plight is that he actually believes he’s worthy of hell. (He and Sayid really need to get together for some group therapy.) This seems to be MIB’s doing; if he can convince Richard that he’s in hell, then he has found a willing accomplice in his plan to murder Jacob. (It’s interesting that this is similar to the plot he’ll use years later on Ben.) It’s fitting then, that Richard’s first step toward redemption occurs when he retrieves Isabella’s cross once more.

It seems the ship we saw approaching the Island in the Season Five finale wasn’t the Black Rock. Jacob and MIB converse about that ship in broad daylight (just after Jacob finished breakfast). The Black Rock arrives to the Island amid a raging storm. I’m guessing the storm was so great that the waves crested over the statue and the ship broke it into pieces??? That scene was a little weird and choppy to me. But Carbonell’s desperation during those “chained” scenes was gripping; I felt as if I was chained there to the Black Rock right along with poor Richard.

Smokey breezed in and wiped out the remaining Black Rock crew members. We’re still unsure why Smokey spares some people and not others. He did that picture-taking thing when he got to Richard and then took off. Was Richard a candidate? Is that why he wasn’t killed? Was it because MIB felt that he could corrupt him? Smokey keeps telling people that he’s “lost” something in his past. It seems that in this episode, he played on Richard’s loss to try and get what he wanted. Come to think of it, this is what he’s done to pretty much everybody: he plays on Claire’s loss of Aaron; Sayid’s loss of Nadia; last episode, he even tried to tug at Kate’s heartstrings on behalf of Aaron, who was “losing” his real mother who is crazy as a loon. MIB appears to Richard as Isabella, further cementing in his mind the idea that the Island is hell. At least I think that’s what happened. If Smokey can take on different forms, then it would make sense for him to do this.

Smokey tries to convince Richard to stab Jacob in the heart; the speech is almost verbatim the same thing Dogen said to Sayid a couple episodes back. Interesting. Richard agrees to do this because of MIB’s promise: if he is successful, he’ll be able to be with his wife again. MIB makes these promises to people and it’s easy to assume that he is powerless to really make them happen. But we know Jacob has the ability to give certain gifts (healing Locke and Ilana; granting eternal life to Richard). If he and MIB are truly squared off in an “equal battle” where the white rock and the black rock keep the scales balanced, then why wouldn’t we assume that MIB has some gifts / abilities that he can impart much like Jacob can?

The scenes of Richard & MIB and Richard w/ Jacob were classic. MIB holds out a dagger and tries to convince Richard to commit the crime he’s already been condemned for: murder. His offer seems to be: take another life to bring Isabella back from the dead. I loved the imagery of that conversation taking place over a smoking fire; gray smoke wafts all around Richard as MIB walks away. But Jacob gets to Richard first and tells him he’s responsible for bringing the ship to the Island. (Does that mean he’s also responsible for causing the ship to crash into the statue?) Jacob compares the Island to a bottle’s cork, keeping the darkness where it belongs. I love Jacob’s line: “That man who sent you to kill me believes everyone is corruptible because it is in their very nature to sin. I bring people here to prove him wrong. And when they get here, their past doesn’t matter.” Jacob’s offer to Richard reminded me of the interaction between God and Moses in the Old Testament. Jacob asks Richard to be his “representative” to the people; no one can enter Jacob’s presence unless bidden; Richard even has the backstory murder that leaves him feeling cursed and God-forsaken, a parallel to Moses’ murderous act in Exodus 2. Richard accepts the job as Jacob’s intermediary and begins his eternal, ageless existence on the Island.

Back in the present, after feeling betrayed by Jacob, Richard goes to retrieve Isabella’s cross and to find out if Smokey’s offer still stands. But through Hurley, Richard communes with her, if only for a moment. And this moment brings completion to what Richard has been longing for for nearly 150 years. I think this is meant to validate Jacob’s point in his eternal argument with MIB: you don’t have to choose the dark path in order to truly get what your heart desires. If only for a fleeting moment, Richard experiences this. And I think it will shape the rest of his story on the Island.

Some quick hits to close out:

  • MIB tells Richard that Jacob betrayed him, took his body, took his humanity. What does this mean? And he can’t leave the Island while Jacob is alive. Yet, we know Jacob has navigated off the Island for years (interacting with Kate, Sawyer, Jack, Jin & Sun, Hurley, Ilana). Why can’t MIB leave? For him at least, the Island DOES seem to be hell.
  • Don’t know if we got a mirror scene in this episode, but that may have something to do with the fact that we didn’t flash over to the Sideways world. I suspect we’ll pick back up with that theme next week if the episode is Kwon-centric (as it appears to be). But we did get a reflection of the Black Rock in the puddles on the Island. So there’s that.
  • I think the guy that plays MIB kinda looks like me. Same salt and pepper hair, cropped close, oval like face. I don’t know; it kinda makes me want to root for him. But I’m more convinced than ever that he’s really the bad guy in all of this.
  • I’m thinking Hurley might be next in line to replace Jacob. He’s beginning to take charge, from the way he talks to Jack on the beach to his relentless pursuit of Richard in the jungle. Or maybe Hurley stands to be the next Richard. In fact, at episode’s end, he functions in much the same way Richard has: as Jacob’s representative. How fitting, then, that Hurley should be the one to aid Richard in the restoration of his faith. Moving forward, I presume that Richard will be a key figure in keeping Smokey from leaving the Island. I don’t know what to make of Isabella’s chilling final comment: If Smokey leaves, they all go to hell. Yikes.
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Easter Thoughts: Barrenness

The Gospel is the story of God’s work to bring life into barren places, a theme that bookends the Christ narrative. The wilderness of Mary’s barren womb is miraculously transformed into a repository for God’s most precious gift: the child, Jesus. The barren tomb bears witness to the greatest miracle in human history: the resurrection of Christ. In both instances, barrenness was prerequisite for God’s redemptive activity.

Sometimes we bemoan the barrenness of our experience with God. We pray earnestly, yet nothing changes. We pour over scripture, yet God remains distant. Our spiritual life, once vibrant and teeming with life, now seems desolate and sterile. Like an ember removed from the fire, we feel something growing cool in our souls. The ancient fathers call this “the dark night of the soul”. In this darkness and barrenness, we wonder if we’re losing our faith. We wonder what’s wrong with us. And we wonder if God ran off on some errand forgot about us.

All of this to say: when we experience these times of barrenness, we might be precisely where we are meant to be, for it is often in the barrenness that we are most prepared to receive all that He has to offer: grace, truth, direction, presence. It is in wilderness that the promise of Canaan resonates with us most fully.

Before the glory of Resurrection Sunday, the followers of Jesus endured the barrenness of Friday and Saturday. And their experience is ours as well.

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NL Central Preview

Ah, home sweet home. The NL Central…the only division I really care about. If you know anything about me, you know I’m a huge St. Louis Cardinals fan. With that in mind, I’ll begin my NL Central preview with a look at the reigning division champs from Missouri:

St. Louis Cardinals

Key additions: SP Brad Penny; OF Matt Holliday (re-signed); IF Felipe Lopez

Key losses: 3B Mark DeRosa; 3B Troy Glaus; SP John Smoltz; OF Rick Ankiel

Cards fans, enjoy this while it lasts. Inking Matt Holliday was priority #1 for GM John Mozeliak, and you gotta give the guy credit: he got the job done. But the Holliday contract has been universally panned around the league as too much money over too many years. I still don’t know who we were bidding against for Holliday’s services. At any rate, Holliday gives LaRussa the “impact bat” he’s long wanted to slot in behind Albert Pujols. But as much as we might like this deal today, I don’t think any Cards fans are going to be ecstatic about it in seven years when Holliday is 37 years old. As it stands, the Cards look like one of the stronger teams in the division. Third base is a huge question mark and the back end of the bullpen is still dicey if you ask me. But otherwise, this is a solid veteran club with enough live arms (Carpenter, Wainwright, etc) and big bats (Pujols, Holliday, Ludwick, Rasmus) to be one of the better teams in the league. For now.

Chicago Cubs

Key additions: CF Marlon Byrd; SP / RP Carlos Silva; OF Xavier Nady

Key losses: RF Milton Bradley; SP Rich Harden

As a lifelong Cards fan, fewer things in life bring me greater joy than watching the Cubs self-destruct. After two straight division titles, the Cubs really underwhelmed last season, dropping to 83 wins. It was a pretty quiet offseason on the North Side. I suppose it was an accomplishment just getting something in return for disgruntled OF Milton Bradley, but acquiring Carlos Silva and his exorbitant contract in return makes no sense to me. The Cubs still have the talent to be dangerous in the division. If Alfonso Soriano can stay healthy and if Carlos Zambrano’s arm doesn’t completely fall off, I expect the Cubbies to duke it out with the Cards for the division crown.

Cincinnati Reds

Key additions: SP Aroldis Chapman; SS Orlando Cabrera

Key losses: CF Willy Taveras

I like Cincy as a dark horse in this division. With Aaron Harang, Johnny Cueto, Bronson Arroyo and Homer Bailey, they already had the makings of a solid rotation prior to the Aroldis Chapman signing. If the Cuban defector can throw strikes consistently, he gives them another formidable young arm to add to the stable. The offense is nothing special, but Joey Votto could be an MVP candidate by season’s end. Look for Jay Bruce to bounce back after a nightmarish 2009. He is a legitimate power bat and he’ll provide protection for Votto and Brandon Phillips. If the bullpen can keep it together, the Reds have a chance to field their best team in a long time.

Milwaukee Brewers

Key additions: SP Randy Wolf; CF Carlos Gomez; C Greg Zaun

Key losses: CF Mike Cameron; SS J.J. Hardy; C Jason Kendall

The addition of Wolf should help, given that the Brewers posted an MLB-worst 5.37 ERA last year. But the bottom of the rotation (Jeff Suppan, Manny Parra, Dave Bush) is still pretty much batting-practice fodder. At least the team can hit. Prince Fielder and Ryan Braun are just approaching their prime. Youngsters Carlos Gomez and Alcides Escobar have gotten their feet wet at the major league level the past few seasons and now they’re poised for growth. But I think it’ll be another long summer in Milwaukee with plenty of 9-7 losses.

Houston Astros

Key additions: 3B Pedro Feliz; RP Matt Lindstrom; RP Brandon Lyon; SP Brett Myers

Key losses: SS Miguel Tejada; RP Jose Valverde

Last year’s Houston team won 74 games, but I can’t see how this year’s iteration will be demonstrably better. The offense hinges on the health of the Big Puma, Lance Berkman. The slugging 1B has already undergone arthroscopic knee surgery this spring; not a good sign. I like Oswalt, Wandy, and Myers, but the rest of the rotation is a mess and the bullpen will be awful. Who really thinks Lindstrom and Lyon are an upgrade over Valverde and LaTroy Hawkins? Anyway, this is a pedestrian team. Nothing more.

Pittsburgh Pirates

Key additions: 2B Akinori Iwamura; IF Bobby Crosby; RP Octavio Dotel

Key losses: RP Matt Capps

This team is so bad. At least they have Andrew McCutchen.

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LOST Season Six: Recon

First, the good news: this episode finally picked up Sawyer’s storyline. Taking care of Jin, paddling to Hydra island, making deals with Widmore and Smokey…dude was busy in this episode.

Now, the bad: this episode paled in comparison to last week’s “Dr. Linus”. It’s understandable…I mean every episode can’t be “The Constant”. But with an Alpert-centric episode on deck next week, I imagine we’ll be getting plenty of answers to the show’s ancient mythology. Expect to see the Black Rock, Jacob, the Man in Black, and perhaps some insight into their centuries-old struggle. Quick question: does Alpert have a Sideways story?

I love what Sawyer is doing here — basically hedging his bets with both Smokey and Widmore. Let them fight it out and when the smoke clears (pun intended), I’ll already have a deal in place with whoever wins. The only thing he’s not considering is this: what if Widmore and Smokey are playing on the same team? What if his little excursion to the Island was basically a test of Sawyer’s loyalty, a test that he failed by trying to broker deals with both sides? Seems unlikely, given that Widmore’s team is setting up pylons. But I still have a feeling this con job is gonna fall flat. “God’s got nothing to do with it.” This tells us where Sawyer’s frame of mind is right now. He’s not playing on anybody’s team; he’s only concerned with survival. In Sideways-ville, Sawyer’s a cop and a lady killer. Clearly Sawyer is still chasing after Anthony Cooper, even though he’s on the right side of the law in this reality. The Charlotte story didn’t really do much for me, but it was nice to see another cast mate from yester-season, I guess. At least we got Sawyer and Kate in place in the Sideways world.

Back on the Island, how crazy is Claire? Let’s count the ways. 1) Her crazy cowhead baby gets the upclose treatment; that thing is just creepy. 2) Then she grabs Kate’s hand during Locke’s “the smoke monster killed them” speech, which was either an expression of her latent insecurity or a rouse, because…3) she tries to slit Kate’s throat back at camp. And while we’re talking crazy, what about Sayid’s willingness to watch Kate die? I was holding out hope that maybe he could be redeemed, but I’m not so sure anymore.

I couldn’t help but notice how paternal Locke seemed in this episode. When Zack and Emma (the kids) are demonstrably upset at the news that the Smoke Monster decimated the Temple, Locke stoops down and promises to take care of them. He yanks Claire off of Kate and tells her how “inappropriate” she’s acting and basically sends her to time out. And he even scolds Sawyer for interrupting (with a finger wag, I might add), a speech that I give multiple times a day to our three kids. Of course, Locke also acts pretty “unpaternal” here, too — slapping Claire in the face would be Exhibit A, I guess. But if you notice, Locke slaps Claire when she mentions Aaron in her hysterical rant. I keep waiting for Aaron’s significance to be explained. (And by the way, where is that creepy kid that Locke chased through the jungle a couple weeks ago?)

We’re still left to wonder about MIB’s ultimate motivation at this point. Clearly he wants off the Island. But he’s also not above a little deception to get what he wants. And that makes it tricky; we don’t know when he’s lying and when he’s telling the truth. Did he know Widmore’s team had already arrived on Hydra island when he sent Sawyer on his recon mission? If Jacob knew that someone was coming to the Island, was Smokey privy to the same information? And was Smokey being truthful when he dropped that little line to Sawyer about not wanting to die? And what about the “crazy Mom” convo with Kate? Is Smokey more human than we think? Or less? There are those who argue that here, 150 hours or so into this great drama and with only 8 or 10 new hours of show left, we still don’t definitively know which side is good and which side is evil. That’s at least moderately frustrating, I suppose, but it’s also part of the thrill of discovery with a show like LOST.

Smokey still fascinates me, though. He’s proving to be a pretty complex character. He tells Kate that his mother was crazy and that her craziness caused him some issues that he’s still working out, issues that could’ve been avoided. What’s the point of this little therapy session? Is Smokey telling the truth? Or just trying to make Kate more sympathetic to his mission? My friend pointed out that Locke’s mother was crazy, too (she actually spent time in the same mental institution as Hurley) and it’s possible that Smokey is simply “remembering” these moments from Locke’s past. But I don’t think so. I think Smokey has been telling the truth most of the time. I could be wrong, but that’s my guess.

Quick hits:

  • “People aren’t really gone when they die.” That line from Little House is loaded with significance for this final season of LOST.
  • The magic word was “LaFleur”!
  • Charlie’s brother was in the police station looking for his brother. Will we see Charlie again? Or is he too busy FlashForwarding?
  • Widmore seemed to be expecting Sawyer’s visit. How did he know? And what’s locked behind that door?
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